I spent last night grouting. I ended up having to use my bare hands, and this morning I have three fingertips that are so raw and sore that it hurts to type. I'm typing this L-style (L being my brother-in-law who despite starting a successful tech company types with only his thumb and first finger on each hand. I now want to write a song about him called "L-style", similar to "Gangnam Style". I will use the popularity of that song to become independently wealthy).
Anyway, I stayed home this morning to wait for the pond guy to come and see if our pond was repairable. It would cost a small fortune to repair, so we will probably be filling it in. I then rushed to work as quickly as possible, since it's our busy time. I was already crabby, since I had a hard time getting my bike out of the garage. Then I rode to work, going around a road construction sign that some moronic construction worker had set up IN THE BIKE LANE. It's a lane of traffic, not a repository for public employees to put stationary objects. Sheesh. I don't even want to think about how many pregnant women I saw on my way.
So I have decided not to test for ovulation this month. I'm super stressed and my cycles are off and I just don't want to deal with it right now. That doesn't mean I'm not hoping to get pregnant. I'm still hoping for that. But I think for now, I will go to the Kaiser IVF seminar, schedule my next HSG, and wait to see what my cycles do. And if I have to, I'll request another AMH test, since my first two were so wildly different.
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