There are no single men left in my age group. I was busy going to graduate school, getting my professional license, and starting a career while everyone else was pairing off. Now I've lost my career, I'm drowning in debt from school, and I'm all alone without a hope in the world of finding an appropriate partner. I went on two dates last year. TWO. Which was actually better than the year before, and the year before that. And in the last ten years, I've had three relationships. The longest was four months. It was with a guy who was wrong for me in every possible way, but I was so scared of ending up alone, I didn't care. And now that I've decided to only date guys who are right for me, it turns out that they're all gone.
I don't want to spend the rest of my life alone. But I also don't want to spend it hoping that I might meet someone someday and being constantly let down. It's very depressing.
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