Monday, August 4, 2014

It's been a long, long time

More than three and a half years.  A lot can happen in that span of time.  In late October of 2012 I met an amazing guy (in the interest of privacy, I shall call him D).  We went on our first date in late November 2012, and in December of 2013 he proposed.  We were married in June and have been incredibly happy.

Back in November, we started trying to have a baby.  I was (and still am, for at least a little while longer) 35 years old, and we didn't want to wait too long considering the limitations of age.  Fast forward to now, and we're newlyweds who haven't succeeded at all in the procreation department.

Last week we began the testing process to figure out our next steps, and things aren't looking great.  I never thought I would care about not having children, but now that I probably can't have them, I have to say I'm a little upset.

Actually, I think that's all I can write at the moment.  I'm more upset than I realized.

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